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far from the truth!
I’ve been farther from the truth than I’ve ever been
a shade of black too dark
stare intensely but nothing to see
no where worth going to
and a living hell where I be
a greedy parasite mind foods feeding
spiral down in a negative cycle /spin
nothing is real except the pain I feel
all rational thought escapes me
cliftons so easy to be free
the parasite leads me
mixed messages
come from real and confused emotions
trying to find security
in my horror world
oceans tempests whirl
hurt myself for rest calm and peace